the funny thing about Europe Hungary is

that we still have those people on the streets. remember, that a couple of weeks ago a bunch of soccer hooligans mixed with righ-wing extremists rioted in the capital? now as far as i know some of them, well, a bunch of them, like a couple of hundreds, set up some tents and have been camping at one of the illustrious places in Bp, where we hold our national days each year.

thus Oct 23, as well. cause this is the anniversary of a revolt against the socialist oppression back that took place in 1956. right at the time when the Suez crisis. at the time we had a Soviet-friendly regime, and tons of Soviet troops were stationed in Hungary.

as soon as the revolution began Soviet troops entered the country and defeated the revolution.

...

ok maybe i messed up some details here, history lessons are gona a long-long time ago. anyway, we're on the mainpage of wikipedia, and here is a more subtle article on the events back in 1956.

cnn.com bbc.co.uk independent.co.uk

Children of the Revolution @ Time

Hungarians Rise Up Against Soviet Rule, article from Oct 23, 1956 @ BBC

Revolution! and When The Earth Moved, articles from Nov 5, 1956 @ Time

Hungarian Patriot, Man of the Year 1956 @ Time

(az RTL Klubon az Uzenet alatt a Kallos ment az Animatol, yeah, kelj fel, kelj fel...)

Budapest 1956: l'appel de la liberte @ lefigaro.fr 

piu per meno meno

i looooove autumn, the auburn, red, green, yellow. love the colours. love the sunshine. love that is cold in the night. we went to Lovag's country house on Sat, we were their by 12pm. they boys started to tidy up the garden, we went down to the Danube to collect wood for the fire. then we just enjoyed the sun, and each other's company... and, and we all agreed that the thing, or better to put a thing, we like in men is that they can do stuff around the house, like to repair the gate, and so on.

later on another group of guys arrived and thus the elevated, laid back athmosphere was gone in a sec. but it was okay. and by then we prepared the food (we cooked on open fire) and had some wine and palinka, as always. 

miss

i hate it here. really. was so nice, today, we had our second official ggp2 telephone conference, we clarified that people _are_ coming to bp, so i just can't wait till the 8 Dec. btw, that is my mum's b-day. i almost forgot it =))) anyway, 46 is not that special, right? jeez, my parents are getting old. see, now they are somewhere in the High Tatras climbing or mountaineering or I dunno what.  

and today we had our first official crazy bunch of letters, where everthing was about be yun tao (now i know how to spell it), we set some new core values, and definitely enjoyed each others' company. 

there is this huge hole in my heart, and kind of filling up with ache, bcause i do miss you, and i know it sounds corny, and that if we say our missyou's too often they won't mean a thing, but trust me, they do. it's so bad. i badly wanna be with all of you. and it was so nice to have Gavin, the great f***er of China, if I may call you so =) with us. and the conferences have to be during to morning for the sake of our Chinese friends.

xxx 

today is gonna be the day...

today the guys with whom i am sharing the room with were talking about a certain topic, and though i couldn't help immediately, i.e. i couldn't asnwer the question by heart, as it was about IMS i could at least hand them my books, and then asked them if they needed me to look into it. and in fifteen minutes we had the answer, which of course they already suspected would be the answer, but anyway it was good that we could talk about technical topics. 

and now they started to consider me someome.

and gave me a lot of useful materials. lol. 

e///

sorry guys, 'tis in Hungarian: article. 50th anniversary of the first automatic mobile phone system introduced by ericsson. Svanberg says that for the 1/3 of the world's population using mobile comm is an everyday essential and even in the era of Lars Magnusson the company believed in that comm is for everyone and is not a privilige for the rich ones.

seems like we got the same brainwash, right? ;) corporate article. 

we goooo.... 

busy

lol. now, well, yesterday was pretty hectic here in the office, i had long talks with unknown people about what to do, and than moved from my previous desk to this new one, which is not in a landscape anymore but in a room with three other guys. well, two, because the third, the only one i know, is currently reindeer bit hunting in finland.

anyway, the two other guys seems okay, but time will tell. no, no, no. no pre-assumptions yet.

oh yes, and i got my first assignment yesterday. and today i mostly spent time on the exam we all have to take about datacom/telecom/voip & sip/ims/future. the conference call with you guys was so good, i was happy to hear your voices. i, i was so happy. really miss all of you.

and the fact that you are all coming to Bp for the weekend is just soooo great. i can't wait till 8 Dec. gonna be supercool.

and this is what i wrote yesterday: 

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11:29
jeez, i sit in a room with two other guys. now is the time to push back judgements and you know, all the stuff Patrick tought us. sure they are nice people, but so silent, that i turned off my music (i was listening to some reaaally laid back Johnny Cash) because I could here them typing, and did not want to turn on the volume as it might bother them. omg =) welcome, to the real
world. ( i used ear buds of course!)

~14:00
fika w/ Laci. sweets put out in the kitchenette.

14:38
the guys in my room haven't been to Stocki for years now. i'd rather pay attention to what i say about ggp, i guess.

15:48
and they did not leave the room all day long =)))

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ahhhh elegantly wasted

i just so.... i mean... i am totally.... no, not different. it's not about sshhjjjj, heck, i am.... shittt.... f***ing excited about tomorrow. my first real day in my new unit, that is to say new department. hell of a lot of new impressions. what do i do, what do i do. i mean nothing. these first impressions usually go well with me. i mean. i think. i hope.

weirdness above all. approximately two days have passed since... and, you know, this is back to rreality, and i don't say i like it that much. i f***ing miss you guys. and now again i started to curse. i miss how some of you are always late in the morning, no, big no no for 7:30. and, then, all the hugs. i do, i do, i do.

i am not gonna mention all the names. but Giova i terribly miss your hugs. and kisses on the cheeks from Stef, and Fabio speaking bullshit, and Gavin, my dear, you are sooo european, Jess hugging and talking about _everything_, and by this i mean practically everything, Preeti, you trying to fix me up with a nice guy. i just looooved when you started to enquire me about my preferences, howevere i got so embarrassed =) not because of yr questions but the realization in my head that i have practically no answers for all those important questions. see, that is one thing i learnt, reflect, reflect, reflect, baby. i know i am missing some of you guys. unintentionally. i am gonna miss Linda, of course, she was so much fun to work with, but luckily she's gonna be here in a week or so. and Helena, i don't think i need to put anything down into words about you, dear. JC, we just totally connect. full stop. Milo, yes, i hope you got home safely, and i am quite interested if you miss being in Stockholm, cause as far as i know, you were the only one who really wanted to go home. so i hope you've found everything in Beijing you longed for.

Mosolygos, up for lunch? how bout tomorrow? Lovag, movie? tonight? go to the gym? tell me, tell me... 

american idiot

the fact that i watched a greenday concert this evening with my parents (at home on tv) somehow characterizes the bunch of people who surround me =) but this was a great show, with all the terrfic songs (american idiot, jesus of suburbia, holiday, boulevard of broken dreams, st. jimmy, wake me up when september ends, ...., time of your life).

i have never ever seen a greenday show before, neither live, not on tv put armstrong has such a cool voice. jeez, i am using this shitty cool so often, hell it is so outdated =) lol. so he just sang without earbud controls so using control positioned on the floor and sang so well. ma dai.

sleepy girl goes to sleep now. bonnenuit! buona notte! hyvaa yota! i dunno how it is in Swedish. damnit. de beaux reves // sogni d'oro a tutti.

certe notti... 

la musica

i received tons of great-great music from all of you guys =)) and i just looooove music, but you already know that. so here is what i got from you:

• the O.S.T. of a French movie I wanted to watch for years now entitled 5x2, and it is a collection of old Italian songs
• O, from Damien Rice, an album I loved ever since it was published on the website of Closer another terrific movie
• two Buena Vista Social Club albums, still in the waiting line =)
• just as David Gray
• Hans Zimmer's O.S.T. for Black Hawk Down,
• Katie Melua,
• M,
• Matmatah,
• Pedro Almodovar: Viva La Tristeza, the O.S.T. for Talk To Her,
• Saez,
• and last but not least Tracy Chapman
• Ligabue, of course I knew Certe Notti already but haven't heard the song for ages, and I just _love_ his voice
• The Knives, Helena just sent a couple of songs of this band to me and I love it soooo much
• nonetheless Anna Ternheim,
• Daniel Lemma,
• Maria Mena
• and thenof course there is Jovanotti, sempre!
• well, Bryan Adams, means a hell lot more to me now than it did before, and you all know why - because that crazy-stupid concert we went to. omg
• Jamie Cullum, unfortunately still had not listened to him yet but I know he is great
• oh, and Lisa Mikovsky
• Vasco Rossi

and i just found a song for Fabio, Azzurro, this one is even better than Eros's Cose Della Vita. lol. 

oh, and my sis was singing YMCA this morning in the kitchen, yeah, i do know that i have a weid family, and it just struck me that R&D hei!..... seems like it all happened ages ago. so weird. 

xxx to all! 

back for good

yeah, back in town, baby, back in town. what should i say, this is not a weird feeling, been there, done that all, i know what will happen in the next couple of days. i still miss you guys a lot, comme c'est terrible. and i'm gonna miss you even more. i loved every single moment, tutto momentino and you guys gave me a lot. i find it very important to give each other a bit of a feedback about what happened with us, what we experienced so i will write something to all of you, i mean to all of you wo whom i haven't written yet.... maybe in Prague, maybe a handwritten letter you can all put into your reflection book. you can decide...

as for the trip, we laft at 6am from Norr Malarstrand, and it was so fast and quick i haven't really had time to reflect. and then in a sec we have already crossed the checkin, had our very last coffee at Robert's and just half an hour later a priest comes through towards us. he was wearing this traditional brown catholic priest robe, with a rope tied around his waist that was beige-coloured. this somehow was a bit surreal. i mean this is 13 Oct, Fri. flying with a priest. and you know Laci seemed to know him, he is a pretty famous face in Hungary as he runs a house full of orphans and was man-of-the-year in 2004 in Magyar Hirlap, a local mag. Laci knew him cause he and his girl went to Deva to take photos for MH.

to make it even a bit more surreal, then in came my new line manager, who is actually L's mentor and two other collegues from /// =) and of course we started to talk about work related stuff, i mean, no, no, it was not me who started it =))) i soon had to realize, that this is back to reality. me being spoilt has come to en end. definitely an end. at least for 4.5 months.

and Jess, dear, you were right, i asked Linda yesterday evening when we went out for dinner to that Lebanese restaurant about the pronounciation of months and you were definitely correct. yuhuuuu, my english is improving! 

kissya all! 

le depart

est toujours triste ca. je bien deteste le depart. quelqueparts je sois, quelquetemps il est. and my dear ggp friends, c'est bien la commence d'un nouvel era. vous me manques deja... c'est peut-etre ridicule. i don't really wanna leave. tutto grazie. a dopo. if not in Prague, if not in Budapest, if not in Paris at New Year's Eve then for sure in Stockholm the 5 March.

Je tous embrasses tres fort.

Bisous.

Later!

Mi fido di te

J'reste
avec mes souvenirs
ces morceaux du passe
comme un miroir en eclats de verre
mais a quoi ca sert

C'que j'voulais dire
reste sur des pages blanches
sur lesquelles je peux tirer un trait
C'etait juste hier

Tu ne m'as pas laisser le temps
de te dire tout c'que je t'aime
ni tout c'que tu me manques

e io mi fido di te...

NON voiglo andare a casa
la casa dove
la casa dove posso stare in pace con me...

When youre weary, feeling small,
When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all;
Im on your side. when times get rough
And friends just cant be found,
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.

When youre down and out,
When youre on the street,
When evening falls so hard
I will comfort you.
Ill take your part.
When darkness comes
And pains is all around,
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.

pakolni

kene, de nagyon. meselni kene, de nagyon. es meg sorolhatnam. the very last day. somehow sad, somehow sad. holnaptol, otthonrol, pedig ujfent angolul folytatom. ez van. ket nyelven. and pain is all around like a bridge over troubled water i will lay me down like a bridge over troubled water i will lay me down sail silver girl... nem, ezt sem kell komolyan venni, csak nagyon szeretem.

az elmult hetvege

9 Oct

- Hotel Rwanda - Dani + Gyuszko, harmasban.
- locky or lucky (tegnap este)
- ma: bring yr own locks (for the dinner)
- ims: levis jeans w/ ipod -> soon maybe going for msn =)))

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10 Oct

- "might be a strech" :: With her fifth album in stores, a new music video on the way and a movie opening Friday, normal might be a stretch.

preXmas

jah, mert h elokaracsonyi vacsi volt, affele sved modon, es ize, volt glo:gg is. nem kulonbozik mondjuk a finn glo:ggi-tol sztem, es nem volt benne se mazsola, se reszelt mandula. ejnyeno.

i've been wasn't expecting you

elobb vittem at a szekeket a bolgar leanyzonak es egy csapat jololtozott oltonyossel talaltam szemben magam. pizsiben ;) szoval nevszerint Nassim, Erik, Joel, Jasper, ja es en voltam pizsiben, ok meg oltonyben. nem forditva.

akarok-e csatlakozni... lol. 

hatekonysag

tegnap marha hatekonyak voltunk. f9tol 12ig ellottunk 349 kepet, kozos erovel, az en kamerammal. kivancsi vagyok mennyi lett belole hasznalhato. yeah you shook me all night long. a sved meat balls nem volt ugyan rossz, messze a legjobb amit idaig ettem (mind sved, mind finn viszonylatban), de azert sotlan fott krumpli, meg lingenberry szosz, na nem, azert nekem nem ez az esetem. a gingerbread cookies meg olyan mint a mezeskalacs. kb. pontosan.

ez olyan kozos kezzelgyuros-sutisutos este volt. amiben mindenki csak felig vett reszt, merth ugyebar idonkent aludt kozben a foldon. neeem, nem, neeeeeeeem en voltam aaaaz. aaaah, dehogy. na mind1.

majd folyt. kov. sokat kene irnom, de a 4 + 1 ora alvas betett. kitett. zumm. szundi.

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update @ 17:00 pm :: Je Ne Veux Pas Travailler (Edith Piaf)

valahogy

ugy jutottam el a 900. bejegyzeshez, h eszre sem vettem. felelmetes. ugyamugy szombat este egy olyan klubban voltunk, ahol 70-es, 80-as, 90-es evekbeli amcsi- es britpop szolt. es az emberek ennek megfeleloen is voltak feloltozve.

A harom perc mulva kel...

tegnap meg ismet csak remek idonk volt, es vegre megtettuk azt a kort, h el arra amerre futni szoktunk, fel a hidra, amirol anno tettem fel kepet es a tulparton vegige Mariatorget-ig. ez egy tokjo resz, vegig osvenyek es dombok, ki is ultunk nezelodni. aztanmeg tovabb es beultunk a Soda Cafe-ba egy sutire meg egy kakaora.

kesobb korbe szepen hazajottunk Gamla Stan-on at a ... gyalog. es rendeltunk pizzat, ilyet itt eloszor. aztan mivel Stefy meg Tomi elmentek kettesben vacsizni, ezert Fabio es Giova nem tudott hozzajutni a kajajukhoz, ugyh habar foztek, de vegul nalunk ettek. es kozben szolt a Led Zeppelin, A es Gio zeneje. 

elmentunk ebedelni Antonio-hoz, aki egy otvenes olasz faszi, feheres haj, szakall, nem az a tipikus olasz, napoly kornyekerol. es remek kis olasz kavezoja van. es remek tesztak vannak... ez olyan felnottes, nem? hogy fogjuk magunkat, JC asztalt foglal a kedvenc kavezojaban, es megebedelunk ugy tizenoten, ki tudja hany orszagbol. es annyira jo, meg, szep is, igen. es kint kozben esik, esik. csak az a vegtelen faradtsag. mindig csak az van.

A mindjart megerkezik, el kell mosogatnom =) probaltam aludni, nagyjabol sikerult. illetve aludtam picit a Hitch-re, meg aztan a csendre, meg aztan Jonnhy Cash-re... es olyan jo h erre jart Lovagom, es, es, es, Mosolygossal neznek ma X-men 3-at, nahat, mintha el sem jottem volna otthonrol. olyan furcsa ez az egesz. kulfoldre jonni jo. kulfoldon lenni, ilyen korulmenyek kozott ugyancsak. hianyoztok piszkosul. pont.

tegnap megbeszeltuk h az az utso kozosen eltoltott pentekunk, es igen hamar leesett mindenkinek h ez mar minden nappal igy lesz. marminth az az utolso ... napunk. szoval ma este tanci-tanci. holnap nemtom mi lesz, de gondolom nezelodunk A-val, aztan este jo lenne beulni valahova. igazibol szivesen elmennek arra a helyre, amirol meselt anno. vagy a kedvenc ir kocsmamba. hetfon este sved vacsi, azaz gingerbread kukikat sutunk, meg lesz glo:gg. keddre tervezzuk az oltonyosokkel a bucsuestet. en szivesen, de ugy lattam Stefy-ek annyira nem is akarjak. aztan szerdan Erasmus-ozni akarnak a pupakok, gondolom akkor en is. csutortokon nem hiszem hogy bulizunk, de szerintem vacsizunk valahol egyet, szepen, egyutt. utoljara. aztan irany haza.

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Várlak.
Kaptárlakó | Homepage | 10.08.06 - 4:54 pm | #  .

=)
szilvus | Homepage | 10.09.06 - 11:31 am | #

sztem jo volt. csak azt nem ertem h hirtelen ez a buta freeblog miert megint a HTML szerkesztovel jelenik meg. lol. faradt vagyok. ket ora mulva megyunk JC kedvenc helyere ebedelni, mi mind. talan L es Marti kivetelevel. aztan mosogatni is kene a vacsi utan, bar szerencsere papirtanyerok voltak. este meg jon A.

sweet the sin bitter the taste in my mouth

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mit jelent ez az u2 sor a végén? Mármint nem magyarul, hanem úgy mélyen, belül?
enzo | 10.07.06 - 5:04 pm | # 

nem jelent ez most olyan sokat mint amennyit jelenthetne. csak epp ez ment a gepen amikor irtam, es ez a sor mindig megfog. hat ezzzilyennn.
szilvus | Homepage | 10.09.06 - 11:32 am | #

tok olyan ido van, mint amirol Userrel beszelgettunk amikor meg itt volt. Kb tizenpar fok, a With or Without You-t dobta ki a zenegep, minden szurke es ki lehet ulni az ablakba gondolkodni. tiszta jobaratok fiiiling. szerintem. szeretem.